Feels like you're so distanced and I won't blame you for that.

You get stuck on my mind all day, everyday. There's something about you that makes me want to talk you, see you, touch you more and more... But we both know it's impossible. Feels like I've known you for so long but really we don't know each other afterall. All this time, I've been wasting my time hoping for that one wish to come true but I guess it's just part of my fantasies.

I really hope you appreciate all the efforts on everything I've done for you. I told you everything and yet you still think they're all lies although, a part of it are lies... I just don't want you to worry about me. I know that you're aware of my terrible condition right now but I can't handle this anymore. I want you to be happy and not worrying about me. I guess it's really impossible, eh?

I tried running away from my problems and you're right. Running away makes me a coward and guess what? I AM ONE!

Trying to give you space is not easy for me. It's working though, you've now moved on. I'm happy that you have made new friends and they all seem nice. I want you to always remember that I'll be always here for you, ready to listen and give you some advice though I know I suck at them. I love you. Moo<3 You know who you are and I'm truly sorry from all the mistakes I've done and sorry for making you cry. I didn't mean too. I'm such a jerk I freaking belong to hell.